Autistic Shutdowns: What They Feel Like, Why They Happen, and How to Support Yourself
Let’s talk about something that doesn’t get nearly enough attention in conversations about autism: the shutdown.
Most people have heard of meltdowns. They’re external, loud, visible. But shutdowns? They’re quiet, internal, and often invisible to everyone except the person experiencing them.
If you’ve ever said, “I feel like I disappear when I’m overwhelmed,” or “I just can’t do anything right now, even if I want to,”—that might be a shutdown.
As a therapist working with neurodivergent folks, I want to unpack what autistic shutdowns actually are, how they feel, and how to support yourself (or someone you love) when one hits.
What Is an Autistic Shutdown?
A shutdown is your nervous system hitting the brakes. It's a way the body protects itself when things get too much.
Too much sensory input
Too many demands
Too much emotional overwhelm
Too much masking
Where a meltdown is a fight response, a shutdown is more like freeze or fawn. It’s going inward. Numbing out. Disconnecting. Quietly trying to survive.
🛋️ Therapist note: Shutdowns are not laziness, rudeness, or disinterest. They are a nervous system in protection mode.
What a Shutdown Might Look Like
Becoming very quiet or nonverbal
Withdrawing from others
“Spacing out” or dissociating
Trouble moving, speaking, or responding
A sudden drop in energy or motivation
Feeling numb, foggy, or shut off from your body
From the outside, it might seem like you’re fine—or even ignoring someone. But inside, it feels like your brain has gone offline.
Common Triggers for Shutdowns
Everyone is different, but common triggers include:
Sensory overload (noise, lights, texture, crowds)
Social exhaustion (especially after masking)
Emotional stress or conflict
Sudden changes in routine
Too many small decisions piling up
Sometimes, shutdowns happen after a string of smaller stressors. Like a system running on 1% battery, and then—power off.
🛋️ In therapy, we track these patterns and build awareness of your body’s early warning signs.
What It Feels Like Inside
Clients often describe shutdowns like:
“I’m here, but not really.”
“It’s like my brain has gone blank.”
“I know people are talking to me, but I can’t respond.”
“I just want to curl up and disappear.”
There’s often shame around it—especially in school, work, or relationship settings. But here’s the truth: you’re not broken. You’re protecting yourself.
How to Support Yourself During a Shutdown
You don’t need to snap out of it. You need gentleness.
1. Lower the Demands
Take away anything non-essential. Turn off notifications. Cancel the meeting. Give yourself permission to not perform.
2. Create a Low-Stimulation Space
Dim the lights. Turn down the volume. Find a corner or room that feels safe and quiet.
3. Use Gentle Grounding Tools
If it helps, try:
Holding a soft object
Putting your feet on the floor
Gentle pressure (like a weighted blanket or compression vest)
4. Give Yourself Permission to Be Offline
You don’t have to answer texts, explain yourself, or push through. You’re allowed to be offline—for real.
How to Support a Loved One Through a Shutdown
Don’t take it personally
Speak gently and slowly (or not at all—sometimes presence is enough)
Offer comfort items without pressure
Give them space to re-regulate
🛋️ Therapist reminder: “How can I support you right now?” is better than “What’s wrong?”
Rebuilding After a Shutdown
Once you’re out of the shutdown, you might feel:
Guilt or shame for disappearing
Emotional hangover
Sensitive or fragile
It’s okay to move slowly. Reconnect with your body. Do something small that feels grounding—like brushing your teeth, eating something soft, or journaling.
And remind yourself: it’s okay to need recovery. You don’t have to bounce back immediately.
When Your Autistic Partner Shuts Down
If you’re in a relationship with someone who experiences shutdowns, you might feel:
Confused or hurt when they suddenly pull away
Unsure what to say or do
Afraid you caused the shutdown
Here’s what helps:
Don’t take it personally. Shutdowns aren’t about you—they’re a self-protective response.
Offer quiet presence. Sit nearby without pressure. Sometimes silence is the most loving thing.
Avoid asking for explanations mid-shutdown. They might not be able to talk or even name what’s happening.
Ask before offering help. A simple “Would it help if I sat with you?” or “Want me to dim the lights?” goes a long way.
Therapist reminder: Being a supportive partner during shutdowns is about offering calm—not solutions.
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Shutdowns are not failures. They’re not dramatic. They’re not “bad behavior.”
They’re the body saying, “I’ve hit my limit.” And that deserves respect—not shame.
If you experience shutdowns, you’re not alone. You’re not lazy or broken. You’re navigating a world that often asks too much—and therapy can help you reclaim agency, build better systems, and soften the shame.
You don’t have to keep masking your pain. There’s nothing wrong with needing less noise, more space, and more care.
And if you need help figuring out what that care looks like—I’m here.
